Category: Cancer

I am drain free! Yippee!! I still can’t lift more than 5 pounds or raise my arms above my shoulders, but I am drain free and I count that as a WIN! By tomorrow morning, I’ll even be able to shower by myself. Check me out, I have a new lease on life!

Why is she so ecstatic you may wonder? ... Read More


I looked at it. I did it. I’m feeling quite brave, a little grossed out and sort of just, I don’t know… confused? Maybe sad? But not really, because it hasn’t quite hit me that this is my body we’re talking about and that I will not wake up tomorrow and realize this was all just a disturbing dream.

My guardian ... Read More


There are upsides to cancer. Lots of them, if you’re willing to stop thinking about all the bad things that could happen and start thinking about all the good things that are happening.

Here are a few I’ve noticed:

My family has never eaten so well. Friends have brought over a variety of meals, my Aunt Mary (known for her cooking expertise) ... Read More


Note 1: I had a dream last night that I was at a party for people who had just been diagnosed with cancer. I awoke suddenly, and the first thought that came to my mind was, “Oh my gosh! Cancer! That would be AWFUL!!!”

Then I tried to roll over and realized my body was propped up into place with pillows ... Read More


It’s been 6 days since my surgery. I’m still a little confused as to where my thoughts end and where the thoughts of my pain meds start.

I’ve spent the last six days in a fog, sleeping, watching movies, sleeping, sitting and staring into space, sleeping. Yesterday was a big day because I was finally able to see well enough to ... Read More


Saul here. Nicole and I had big adventures today. She didn’t like the way her hair made her feel dirty so we took her in for a shampoo/styling. It was a smashing success. We later rented a movie and now are just hanging out and resting. Okay, it wasn’t exactly a flurry of activity but we are making great progress. ... Read More


Once again, Saul pinch hitting for Nicole. She wanted me to post a big thank you for the thoughts and prayers that have been sent her way. She is still a little fuzzy and isn’t able to focus long enough to post herself but she gets better every day. Another side effect has been her vision is ... Read More


This is Nicole’s wordsmith of a husband Saul. Just wanted to give everyone an update on Nic’s health status. First, and most importantly, it was confirmed her lymph nodes were cancer free! She is currently resting at home after twenty four hours in the hospital. Between the sedatives necessary for surgery and the pain medication she is taking it is ... Read More


What does one do when one is going to get a body part cut off the next day?

Hmmm… well, here’s what I did.

  1. Pray.
  2. Drink Coffee, eat toast and then feel like you might vomit b/c you ate food.
  3. Hire someone to clean your house. (Thank you Bonnie & Debbie! You are the BEST!)
  4. Get a massage.
  5. Become a total DIVA and get your hair ... Read More

I am Saul, Nicole’s loving husband. Prepare for posts that are not as elegant or stimulating as my wife’s entries. I will be posting updates as at times during and after her surgery. As you compare and contrast our writing styles and grammar please keep in mind that kindness is indeed contagious. That includes you, all former English and ... Read More